Subject: You intrigue meIn responding to something by Zeeshan, I saw your website.
Rarely in a man, let alone in a woman, do I find the kind of energy and
diversity...anomalousness...freedom of spirit and defiance of rules and
established order as I do in you ( at least as is portrayed on teh
web....I reserve judgment as to the actuality of your person and can only
decide that should we meet and strongly interact one day)
I am Captain General Sadiq, Korsaan , descendant of Bosnians who migrated
to AlMohad empire and fought for Islam in 1400's ( but you can use my
western name- Mark)
I am an american rebel who seeks to establish and enhance the autonomy
rights of all person abused and oppressed by ANY system, be it
governmental, social or religious..just now graduating from Widener Law
I find the weakness of the Muslim people, the corruption of world
governments, and the constant state of global hostility ALL converge at
exacklt ONE point...and this is conformity.
Every time a people establish a law, or a sharia, or a custom..it INCLUDES
the conforming members, and EXCLUDES the others.
For as long as there are " in groups" and outsiders, the world will be
unstable.
As a human, the only thing I can do is force the world to look at
me...angrily to be sure...and be as a pirate must....taking to me what I
need, ignoring rules laws and customs as necessary, getting by accoring to
Eastwood ethics, ie, " any which way I can"
The more I can succeed AS one of the outsiders, the more " thou shalt
nots" I can manage to contravene and still stay alive and free, the more
it may be someone will look up to me and think...if HE can do this, why
cant I?"
For this cause I went into law..so as to be better protected from
THEM...for being better able to resist, more educated, more skilled , more
able to strike back...I find it causes them to leave me alone..and therein
lies my problem and appeal to you.
I once had a like minded woman, my mate 18 years...lost to neurological
disease. She sadly was infertile. US woman are for teh greatet part age
bigots..they look at numbers, not teh man...and as a result I have many
women, but no fertile mate to bear my son or daughter.
Perhaps when I earn money in law, I can travel to third and fourth world
countreis, and utilize teh ocal desperation to secure a young fertile
wife..but there is a deadly flaw in that plan
To take someone who has not had indoor plumbing, nor ever seen a computer
keyboard and knows little or no english...and transform her into Red
Sonai, Seven of Nine- Pirate Queen, my good right arm in battle against
the infidels of secular humanism whom I hate ( and the feeling is mutual)
who can teasingly dine with senators and other leaders and make inroads ,
twisting an arm here and luyring with 5" heels and black seamed stockings
there, escaping into the mountains or the salt marshes when things get
desperate and hiding is the only solution....THAT is no simple task...and
unless she has those qualities I see in you inherent in her being, it is a
hopeles task fraught with more dangers than those presented by my societal
adversaries.
Of those few who are tough enough and strret smart, I found out too late
loyalty becomes a prime issue..for such women, having come from adversty
and learned of life the hard way are VERY unlikely to keep on the side of
a mate when they can better serve their own needs..thus you have an ally
one minute, and a police cooperator/informant the next, the better to
secure a US visa!! Trust me - having won ONE great battle a decade ago
arising out of that circusmatnce, I wont repeat that error..hence I wont
fly off to Afganistan anytime soon seeking a fit fertile girl to take
home. Nor Colombia!
I would be delighted tro know and meet you , but assuming that didnt
happen, my more pressing issue to you is WHAT made you as you are ( I
know, a very hard question..the aboriginal " WHO ( not what) are you"
For If I can ascertain how YOUR life formed, perhaps I would have a clue
as to how to locate the type woman I seek. As Im sure you realize, its not
as simple as putting up a personal ad..because the ad must REACH the right
target audienece, and thats not easy to locate in itself. Thus I have put
up ads, only to recognize they have been focused at empty space.
I do suspect the immense cultural differences...and the Finn in you, have
made you what you are..and allow you to breeak the chains of social
conformity as you do. You, like me, are the anomaly, and we like 4 leaf
clovers are hard to find!
Whatever thought you have, whatever spare keys you possess, give to
me...Ill try them out and see if any fit these locks
SQS